This week’s
article summary is Teaching
Never Gets Any Easier But It Gets Better
I read it back in early October
but felt it more appropriate and inspirational as we settle into the second
half of the school year.
As we all know, great teaching
involves both art and science, sometimes relying on research-proved best
practices and other times on our instinctive feel.
Yes, teaching is hard work and
has gotten more difficult as today we are more responsive to differences within
our students and are more alert to evidence of their learning.
Yet as the article states, while
teaching “won’t get any easier, it will get better because you will get
better.”
I’ve been an avid baseball fan
for more than 50 years. My first memory of baseball is watching the 1967 World
Series (Cardinals v. Red Sox) in a 4th grade PE class--back then
even big games were played during the day. Our teacher wanted to watch the game
on his portable TV in his office off the gym, so he conspiratorially told us 15
boys that he was canceling class because watching the World Series was a better
learning experience than running laps. I was mesmerized by Bob Gibson’s
intimidating presence on the mound and the ferocity of his pitches as he struck
out a slew of Red Sox.
Even though I’ve watched
thousands of games through the years, it’s not unusual for me to see something
in a game that I’ve never seen before—it might be the interpretation of an
obscure rule (like running in the baseline) or a violation of what’s considered
the unwritten rules of the game (like showboating after hitting a home run).
Even this week in the off-season, baseball has seen three managers (one even
before he managed a single game) and a general manage fired for cheating (which
oddly is not technically illegal in baseball) with technology (which is illegal
to use during games).
Like baseball, teachers often see
something new in school and their classrooms. Yes, there are routines and the
commonplace to every school day, but there are also those new experiences that
bring a smile to your face or completely stupefy you. Just like in baseball, I
often catch myself at school saying, “Well, that’s a first for me!”
Through the years as we gain more
and more teaching experience, we begin to more clearly see the full forest of
education but just as important we appreciate the uniqueness of each individual
tree and their different nourishment needs. Experienced teachers see both the
macro the micro.
For me, the dynamism and optimism
of a school (particularly an elementary one) is what continues to energize me.
I enjoy that balance of art and science and macro and micro issues and of
seeing and experiencing something new almost every day.
Baseball may be my avocation, but
education is my vocation—and I don’t know what I would do without either!
Let’s have a magical second half
of the school year—with a lot or normalcy and routine but with some quirky,
weird, unique experiences too!
Joe
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I used to
think that at some distant point on a shimmering horizon—five or 15 or 25 years
into teaching—suddenly it would get easier.
I would
know exactly how to teach struggling readers to read. I would handle
misbehavior with the masterful, no-nonsense tone of Mary Poppins laying down
her expectations. When I got a new student with out-of-control behavioral
issues, I would jump at the chance to stretch myself for a new professional
challenge. I would never again see glazed boredom settle over each student’s
face like a limp rubber mask. I wouldn’t once lose my temper, no matter how
many times my students refused to listen or work quietly at their desks. When
that long-anticipated day arrived, I would wake up to a magnificent
transformation, my methods suddenly as effective as fictional karate master Mr.
Miyagi’s.
Here’s
the harsh truth I have finally accepted: That day will never come. This job is
never going to get any easier. I am who I am. Teaching is what it is.
I still
struggle to help some readers unlock the baffling intricacies of print. I still
stifle an internal sob when I get a new student whose misbehavior defies both
kindness and stern words. I still watch my students get so bored that they gaze
at the cracks in the ceiling rather than pay attention to my lesson. I still
get so grumpy with them some days that I sound like the Soup Nazi in
“Seinfeld”—“No reading on the class couch for you!”
It
doesn’t matter how long you’ve been teaching or how much you care about
children. This job is hard. Especially if you’re one of those teachers who
finds no comfort in the mantra “I’m doing my best” when your
students aren’t making the growth they need, and instead you hear Winston
Churchill’s gruff voice in your head: “It is not enough that we do our
best; sometimes we must do what is required.”
It won’t
get any easier but it will get better, because you will get better.
You’ll
learn to look at your class and see each individual clearly: that entire
evolving constellation of needs, strengths, interests, and personality traits
within every child.
You’ll
learn to balance responsibility with delight--to make sure your students work
hard each day but get to laugh hard each day, too.
You’ll
get better at both the art and the science of teaching. Knowing when to follow
your instincts and when to question your beliefs, when to trust yourself and
when to ask for help, when to give your methods time to work and when to try
something different.
You will
bring your thousands of hours of experience to bear on each new situation,
whether it’s a child who still can’t read or a child who won’t stop crying and
come out from under her desk.
You’ll
stop seeing all these tests, rubrics, and standards as an end in themselves,
and recognize them as the means to a greater end: helping children live the
lives they dream. Helping them find joy and meaning in the imagined worlds
within books, the orderly possibilities of numbers, the elaborate architecture
of the natural world, and the mysterious galaxies within themselves.
You will
teach little brothers and sisters of former students whose families have come
to love you. You will be standing in line for movie tickets when you hear a
timid, delighted voice say, “Mr. Minkel?” and you will turn to see that the
marvelous boy you taught in 3rd grade has grown up to be a marvelous man.
You’ll
learn, like Odysseus does in Homer’s Odyssey, that the trials of a
day, year, or an entire career can become sweet in the telling—that the absurd
situation that made you gnash your teeth this morning is kind of hilarious as
you tell your spouse about it that night.
You’ll
discover, as Henslowe promises in "Shakespeare in Love," that it
really will all turn out well in the end—Pritha will learn to read, Abigail
will stop crying and come out from under her desk—though just how it will work
out is always a mystery until the end.
A new
school year will arrive in your fifth or 15th or 25th year when you realize
that the answer is not to try to make the job any easier, but to open your
heart even wider.
Children
you have come to love will still struggle. You will still confront the pressures
and demands of a job that often feels impossible. You will continue to doubt
your abilities, and the strength of your spirit.
You will
never manage to reduce the magnitude of those hard things through effort,
skill, or years of experience. But you will do something even greater. You will
make your love for these children and this work so vast that all the
frustrations, failures, heartbreaks, and exhaustion become smaller in
comparison to the mass and gravity of that mighty love.
That’s
all we can do. It’s enough.
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